What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Hmm .. so today was Wednesday it seems. Yesterday on MSN, Sharon Denham and Sharon Tompkins asked me not to wear my scarf to school today. I wasn't sure so I asked Intan and she said she would if she were me. So I told them okay, I'll do it if my hair isn't messed up in the morning. So they were like "Mmkay". So the next day, I thought I wasn't gonna wear it...
Abang Nur woke up early and Mami came home so I was like stuff it. So i wore it to school. Joslyn wasn't at school again .. I wonder why she isn't at school .. maybe she's sick .. or something else. Well anywho, P.E was boring, we played that thingo I forgot what it's called. But it was very boring. Next period was English ..
I didn't write the plot I had on the computer onto paper so I decided to improvise. I did okay I guess .. I didn't exactly finish it but yeah. Maths .. we had another NAPLAN test. Some of the questions were sorta hard since we don't learn much in Maths. Seriously, the teacher just gives us random tests and goes "here do it, I can't tell you the answers". SERIOUSLY WTF. He never even taught us anything from it =_=
All the correct answers in the test should be credited to Sr Norani for teaching me in year seven. Geesh. There was a career expo inside the gym and there was this cool bracelet thingo that I wanted but there wasn't any left D': LABRADOODLE LABRADOODLE LABRADOODLE !! Heheh, there was one of those dogs there too. Supposed to be one of those sniffing dogs apparently.
Man do I feel hungry. Ek. I'm gonna go eat now. Toodles!
~eNzy
Labels: carousel, sore throats When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we've had our fun
Will we make a mark this time
Will we always say we tried
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart outWell hello hello. It seems we meet again. BWAHAHAHA. *insert-epic-evil-laugh-here* Hahaha. *cough cough* Argh. I hate sore throats. They suck like hell. And what's worse, I've used up all my lozenges. All 15 of them. Gone. And I didn't even bite them. Well, I guess I'll have to buy some in the morning. Maybe those cool new Soothers that taste like normal lollies. Or if I can't find that then Buttermenthol. Well back to the topic ...
Sorry for not posting lately. Idk, procrastination gets in the way. Haha, I shouldn't make excuses for laziness. He should get scolded he should. Why yes, I will reveal what has been happening in my life so far. Second last day of school holidays, I went to Carousel with Dianah and Ain and well, we didn't really watch a movie. I was like, 1 hour late, LOL. Blame my abang. He promised but he wasn't home at the time "HMPHHH".
Well anyways, school has started again (OH SNAP!) and we've started our NAPLAN exams. Today we did Language Conventions and I think I aced it. Tomorrow, we have the writing exam and it's supposed to be about a box. Haha, I have an idea to use a television as the box and the protoganist won't know what it is .. haha.
Oh yeah, my brother bought Guitar Hero World Tour. It's heaps fun, I play it a lot. That's where I found the song Rooftops by Lostprophets.. Mmm .. moving on .. I broke up with Bret. It was hard to but I managed.. I don't feel the same way anymore and he's taking it hard. I feel really sorry for him .. I wish I could make it better D:
And now, I think I'm starting to like Trent again. I changed the name just in case someone reads it. But the again part gave you a hint. *sigh* Love is so fickle. Geesh >.< I'm sure it'll come around in the end.. Uhh, I'm getting lazy again and I'll be ending this post right about ..
NOW!
Not really =P
`~eNzy
She is a wave and she's breaking
She's a problem to solve
I'm in that circle she's making
I will always revolve
And on her sight
These eyes depend
Invisible and Indivisible
Like fire you ignited
Good bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your love is ultraviolet
Visions so insane
It's travelling unravelling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your love is untraviolet
UltravioletI seriously love that song. It's like the best. But the head stuck in my head right now is Breathe by Michelle Branch so that has the honour of being my blogpage song (: So much things have happened and I rarely update this, sad to say. But really, not many people read this. Today was Friday so we had English first. We had to practice for the NAPLAN tests we're getting next term. I can't believe first term is almost over. It went by so fast.
We had .. Independant Studies after that. We had a relief teacher, D: We haven't had Mr Easton teach us himself for awhile. Maybe he doesn't like us anymore D: ahahah, like that's true. CRAP, I don't wanna jinx it >< Anyways, it was NAPLAN practice again, and a lot of us weren't really doing it properly. In the end, we did some work at least.
Then it was RECESS! Yay. Except I didn't have any lunch so that was sad. I had no money either. Ah well. Me and Joslyn were going gaga over Dillon's hair. Hahaha. And at Lunch she got to touch it. Now she's heaps happy and we all know she loves DELILAH, ehehehh :D. Her friend from Lumin *smirk*.
When I got home my brothers were home so i was like "D: awww" I took a shower (MAN 35 DEGREES) and put some clothes on (pshh, obviously) and I realised my mum bought me some clothes. THANK YOU MUMMY DEAR :'D Afterwards, I sat down to eat and then my brother was on the computer. BOO! So I watched SCRUBS with Abang Nur and it was funny :)
Then, my brother FINALLY got off the computer and I went on it straight away. I got onto MSN and Bret said Hi to me.. *swoon* I love himm; seriously. Oh yeah. You guys don't know who he is yet. Ahahaahah. Well it all started when, we just started talking on MSN cos I was bored. I knew him from RPGW, we roleplayed together. And yeah, we talked and got closer and I started to get a feeling that I was falling for him.
Such and such happened, we went out for a day and then it got more than just "for fun". We're not dating because this all started in just THREE DAYS so we're gonna wait :D I love himm <333 And I wish he was online or even better that he was here ): Ah well. Today is FRIDAY, I almost forgot. He should be sleeping by now, if he isn't :|
Haha. Well, I'm running out of stuff to say and I feel funny so I'm gonna end this..
~eNzeru
Your finger is on the trigger so say goodbye, GOODBYE
Your finger is on the trigger so say good,
SHIMMY SHIMMY GO GO
We're lovers with such precision so say goodbye, GOODBYE
Your finger is on the trigger so say good,
A SHIMMY SHIMMY GO GO!Joslyn Lilly Paull is the girl you get to thank for getting that song in my head. Ever since she went to the Veronicas concert, she is madly in love with Short Stack. Haha. And now she had to go and get this song stuck in my head. Haha. Short Stack is probably now number two on her "I LOVE..." list because she's going out with Milko. Hehe. It was so funny today, 'cause we're all like "c'mon, get a little closer, kiss her, put your arm around her" while we have our phones out taking pictures of them. Lolness.
Also today, we had this assembly thing and our principal is leaving. She was crying. Gosh lady, have a tissue box why don't you. Haha, I'm so mean (: Someone told me (I forgot who) that my current principal and deputy are lesbians, but not lesbian with each other.I donno. Would I believe this? Yes... No... Maybe. Ahah. They need evidence to prove it so I'm assuming their straight.
I want my MP3/MP4 player now. I'm currently saving up for an MP3/4 player so I can finally have something to hold all my songs. When I get it, I bet I'm gonna bring it to school and listen to it everywhere. And I won't get caught by teachers 'cause it'll be under my scarf, under my shirt and in my pocket. BWAHAHAH >:D
I'm waiting for my brother to come home so we can watch Bedtime Stories. I bought chips and M&Ms just for the occasion. Ahah. If he doesn't come ... >:( I will smack him on the hand. I told Sharon before I go to sleep, I'd do my S&E homework with her. But I don't know whether that will happen. Because maybe I won't be bothered to do it with her.
Well anywho, I'm bored to death as usual, and My butt hurts. So I'ma go now, kays?
~eNzeru
Oh my. Sorry readers for the very very very very very very very very very very very late blog post. Ah well, you all will come to forgive me. Heheh.I'm in the business of misery
Let's take it from the top
She's got the body of an hourglass
That's ticking like a clock
It's a matter of time
Before we all run out
When I thought he was mine
She caught him by the mouth
I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie
He was the only one for me
Two weeks and we caught on fire
She's got it out for me
But I wear the biggest smileMisery Business is now officially my new favourite new song. It is so damn catchy! Today was alright. First period was S&E. Mrs Bergroth was away so we had that asian relief teacher. Lol. I got my phone taken away from me D: because I was showing Sharon where my memory card was. I was good so he gave it back to mee :) Heheh. Joslyn and Sharont got their phones taken off as well but they got them back too. Hahaha.
Oh yeah. *Boo got a haircut. It's a mohawk now. I liked him better with his normal hair. He was cuter ;D Teehee. Hmm, we had media. We had to give in the Film Review for the Incredibles but I needed to print mine off so he gave everyone an extra day to hand it in. I don't have a printer so I asked Mindy to print it for mee. Hopefully she'll have it by tomorrow. HOPEFULLY. Well she better or ... *cracks knuckles* ahem.
I'm currently reading this manga, Ultra Maniac. It's very cute. I wanna buy the series but the Dymocks in Caro has poo books. Grr. I'm gonna ask Azizah where she bought her manga. Then I shall buy ahahahah. Well I have nothing else to write about so I guess I'll see y'all later.
~eNzeru
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go,
But if I have to boy i think that you should know,
The love we made will never be erased,
And I promise you that you will never be replaced..
I love you, Yes I do,
I'll be with you as long as you want me to,
Until the end of time..This song is so .. sweet. Every time I read it, it reminds me of Joslyn and Rheece, my bestie and her boyfriend because of all the sweet things they say to each other and the way that they never ever fight. Well, not to my knowledge anyway. I wish me and *Boo were like that.. Oh yeah, I am so uber sorry for not posting for so long 'cause blogging is just .. I don't seem to have enough time for it or maybe I really am just getting lazier than ever. I still can't be bothered to do the Independant Learning homework that was due .. what, a week ago?
Hah. A lot of things have happened. I started school, And Intan is there too. WOO. Lolmao. It's good she found friends because I didn't want to be hanging around her every recess and lunch 'cause, Sorry to disappoint you Intan, but you are just so smelly. LOLL. Anyway, I met up with my friends (Joslyn, Shaz, Shayin, and Mindy) which was really good (: I realised that I liked someone in my class (eek!) and I just started thinking about it.
I told my friends of course, so I can get their opinion. But then, they could just be being nice to me, right? So I told my sister, Kak Lia about it and she told me to get to know him better, start talking and all. Which was a few inches apart from impossible because I was sure if I tried to talk to him, I'd say nothing, or start talking for awhile before an awkward silence or just embarrass myself. *Sigh* So frustrated.
Well at least I got his email :D Haha, talked to him but he doesn't seem to go on much. And last time I went on MSN on Intan's phone 'cause my brother was using the computer.. I dared Intan to tell him. And she did! OH GODDD. And he didn't reply.. ): I wonder if he's gonna tell other people D: I hope not. Well yeah..
My code name for him here will be *Boo and don't ask why. It's a AISYAH thing. Lols. Well, I'm off now. Cyahs.
~eNzeru
Blah. No music.
Yes. The above is true. I am currently not listening to anything right now. Hard to believe, I know. Kak Lia came over my house today. She came back from Singapore. I thought she was in Melbourne or Sydney o.O Anywho, yays are in order. YAY~! Haha. She got me gifts O: Even though she really shouldn't have >:3 Plus a special "gift" from Abang Bayu~! Thank you very much~!! Now I have enough money for my SINGSTAR! WHOO.
Kak Lia also got me like, some shirts and some earrings. Thank you Kak~! Hehehe. And Kak Lia is now watching "Aqso dan Madinah" with my mom. They're laughing about bakso or whatnot. Heh. I can't wait for tomorrow. Kak Lia invited me and my mum to go around caro tomorrow~! I dunno if my mum is gonna come but I really wanna. Haha. Oh yeah. I forgot to write something earlier before.
My cat ran away. Or he didn't come back. Which way or another, he's gone D': I miss you Macan. COME BACK HOME! Gah. If only cats could go on the internet. And read. And type. And understand English. Gahhh. )': I wonder if Abang Azhar still has those kittens. Maybe he doesn't. Blahh. I want another cat. Haha, I'm so mean. Macan is replaceable D:/:D
Well. I'm gonna make Kak Lia type out a paragraph of random stuffs. BWAHAHAHA >:D
Lia: Hellllloooooooo.... Hheheheheh. My name is, my name is... Nayla SabiRah. :) Yayyyyy I got back last nite. Only got a 2hrs of sleep and til now, Im still super doooper hyper! LOL. Wannnna go shoppingggggggggggg. Hahahhahaha :)
Okie back to Aisyah then ..... :)
Haha. Listening to T.I is of course courtesy to Kak Lia :PP Hahah. Well. I should get going now, eh? O yasumi nasai~!
~eNzeru
SCREAM it out - AISYAH♥
A K A - Syah, Nash or Kittie ^_^
Use your fingers and do the math - [160595] just in case you have no fingers;; THIRTEEN years baby ;D
Vagitarian or Beef Eater - I'm a girliee =D
Straight or Bent - i like DUDES xD
Nationally identified as - Azn rep brudahhh !!
I am on all day on MSN - heres my add loves; choco_rocker@live.com
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